i dunnoe why..
bt i keep cryin..
yea..
i haf disappoint everibodi..
xpecialli does who i lurv..
i hate myself...
i am sori..
i cnt sae tat i lurv eu and eu mean a lot 2 me..
bef eu go.......
and de sad ting ish tat i dun haf de chance 2 sae sori 2 eu..
i knoe itz 2 late...
do eu knoe tat..
wen i tink of de past..
i will rmember tat specific date..
yea..16 may 2005..
yeapz..tatz de date..
i hate tat date..
i jz cnt believe tat i mish eu a lot..
so lotz till i dun even knoe hw 2 decsribe it in words..
everityme all de memories flash back 2 my head..
i start 2 hate myself..
and i tend 2 blame everitin on me...
though i knoe i shud nt..
i knoe it means to be tat wae..
bt i've awaes haf tat feelin...
tat...i am GUILTY..

saxes
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